I have An Idea… Well A Few Ideas..
of what I want to do.
I love photography. I love scenery..
Maybe I want to be a photographer. I love being able to take a picture of something simple, and making other people see that it really isn’t simple at all. I love to show the beauty of something through a picture. If I had a photographers camera I would be able to show what I was talking about. I need a job to get a camera.. Thats one way to start.
If I pursue it, will I remain dedicated?
I want to be a graphics designer.. I like to edit pictures.. If I had a better program, I’d be able to show what I mean. I love art.
I love to write…
I don’t write as much as I should.. but I LOVE to write. My brain is always creating a story, or scenario and I mean always. If I wrote them down, people would be entertained… Why can’t I remain dedicated to that? I have to many stories in my mind. Maybe that is not what I want to do.. But It is something I am good at.
Computers? I love them. I kind of know some things about them, but thats boring.
Um, I think that is all I would ever consider pursuing a career in.
What if I were to obtain a nursing degree and then do my photography, or designing?
I don’t want to do that.
What am I going to do??
:::FRUSTRATION:::
I need one of these -__-
Ayo Real Talk …
I don’t need my period right now.
You know why I don’t need my period right now? Because I’m only 17. Why the hell would I need a reproductive system at the age of 17? Is nature trying to set me up to get pregnant have have 15,000 kids at this age? I first got my period at 11. What the fuck would I need my period for at that age? Trying to set me up??
It seems that way to me. I don’t need this shit. I don’t want to have kids right now.
SOLUTION??
- Not my image.
How about scientists create an effective way to remove the female reproductive system and put it back in when it is need? All you have to do is go get the surgery, have them place your reproductive system in a jar with special liquid go home and leave it in your fridge until you are ready to use it! When you want to reproduce, bring it back to the doctor and they’ll put it back in for you.
That right there sounds like the best way to temporarily get rid of your period. I don’t like the 4 period a year crap, it just doesn’t sound right to me. We need the “Remove Your Reproductive System Until You Are Ready To Use It” system in affect ASAP NOW AS SOON AS POSSIBLE!
GOLDFISH SAYS: REAL TALK!!
My 2010
2010 is my year.
I know, EVERYONE sais that bullshit but no really, it is MINES!
Care to know why?
BIRTHDAY!!
In March, I will be 18.. big fucking milestone. (Not as cool as 21 but whatever).
I can’t wait until I’m 18. Do you know what this means? I can mutilate my body without my mothers permission!! Seriously, I am excited about this lol. I can (hopefully) get hired at certain places.. I can go to clubs.. I can do things without permission! I can get a drivers license! I will no longer have men or women turn me down because I am “too young”. I’d finally be able to get a Pinkyxxx membership, order Girls Gone Wild DVDs… Jeez. 18… I can’t wait lol.
HIGH SCHOOL GRADUATION!!!
OH MY FUCKING GOD! I will finally be DONE with that piece of shit HS I go to!!! You don’t understand the joy that this brings to my heart, mind, body, and soul.. I will be done with high school.. I will be a high school graduate.. No more high school. I’m tired of this shit I’ve been here for four years.
COLLEGE??
Thats ONE thing I’m NOT looking forward to but it IS a milestone and it IS important to not only me, but my mother. I do want to make her proud. I don’t even know what I want to major in or what I want to do with my life so this is a touchy subject. Stressful as well -__-. I have two more years to figure it out..
I will get to meet new people, as well as leave many behind… excitement!
I don’t really know what I want to accomplish in 2010, however I hope to maybe completely find myself.. at the end of the year.
A Students Unhappiness
School.
Why do we need this bullshit?
I wake up at 5 am every morning to get on a crowded public bus (or $2 dollar van depending on if I’m late) to go to school to learn a bunch of bullshit. A bunch of bullshit that I don’t even learn anyways cause I find it hard to give a crap about shit that won’t benefit me outside of school. How is algebra & geometry going to help someone who does not want to be in a career involved with pi and y=mx+B? Why do we have to learn that type of stuff? English is my favorite subject because I love to read and write, but honestly, how can certain books and essays benefit people who will not become English Majors?
The only school I see worth going to is a school for the arts cause they are safe havens for those who know what the want to do with their lives. But what about me? I don’t know what I want to do. How is a schedule full of Physical Education, Mathematics, English, Science & History & a BS elective going to help me figure myself out? For the past 12 years that I’ve been in the education system, none of these subjects have helped me find a direction. Well that’s what I think.
And then we move on to college. College = good for whatever career you want.. But.. Why do we need those unimportant classes? Graduation requirements? To hell with graduation requirements! Just give me classes with what I want to major in and a few other options for if I am bored and give me my diploma! I think that a class that teaches CPR and swimming are more important than “school”. Honestly I believe that after the 3rd grade, we stop learning anything important. The rest is just bullshit. Thats my opinion.
I will however attend college and have my children (if I have any) attend school and college because well thats [we] need to progress in life…. right?
My Period
*cough*
drip.
*cough*
drip.
*cough*
drip.
*laugh*
shower.
*laugh*
shower.
*laugh*
shower.
*sneeze*
fucking waterfall. — My period.
learn to love your period
http://www.menstruation.com.au/contributors/mensterotic.html
Kid Cudi – Pursuit of Happiness
I might be late as hell, but I just seen this video for the first time today while browsing MechanicalDummy.com
I like this video. I think that the party scene is perfect. I love the way the it speeds up and slows down. Thats the way it feels when you are high or drunk and I think that this video represents that. It makes me want to go out and party lol. Nice Drake cameo. I happen to like this song and the entire album. If you don’t have “Man On The Moon: The End of Day” yet.. you are a poor excuse for a human being. This video gets a full 5 scales on the Goldfish Scales.
Goldfish Says: “People tell me slow my role, I’m screaming out FUCK THAT.”
Chris Brown Deletes His Twitter Account
I go to take a nap, come back, and what do I hear?! CHRIS BROWN DELETED HIS TWITTER ACCOUNT!!
I can’t believe he did that. To me its like he copped out and gave in to all the haters and the crap people were giving him. What hurts is that I didn’t even get to see his exit message. I know for a fact that his fans LOVED him being on twitter because some how and some way it made us feel closer to him. The fact that we could say “@MechanicalDummy I LOVE YOU!!” Made us fans feel so happy. It didn’t matter whether he read it or not, we got to express what we felt.
The way that people are scrutinizing him over an incident that has NOTHING to do with them is so ridiculous. As I said in a previous post, SINCE WHEN DID PEOPLE IN THIS WORLD START TO CARE ABOUT DOMESTIC ABUSE?? If only you people gave the negative energy that you gave to Chris Brown to the people that really deserved it. This young man made a mistake and he is making up for it but how can he when people are so evil? Do I think he deserves this? No. And I am not saying that because I am a fan, I am saying that because according to many many people around him as well as old media stories, Rihanna (gosh I hate saying her name on MY blog) was the dick head in the relationship. You people like to forget that Caribbean women can get a certain way and it is HARD to not let it get to you. You WOMEN like to forget how you dumbasses get sometimes thinking its COOL to hit a man and say whatever you want and all types of ridiculousness but when the man finally snaps — ALL HELL.
But back to the topic at hand, I as a fan, am unhappy that Chris Brown deleted his twitter. I am unhappy about that the stores did what they did to his newly released Graffiti album. (If you don’t know what they did its located here.) That man has so much talent but the evil, judgmental people of this world want to let one mistake outshine that. In the end. I hope he comes back to twitter. I love you Chris Brown!
Goldfish Says: You all are going to hell. I think you people need to reevaluate yourselves — pick up a bible, and learn how to act.”God” is still watching even if its over twitter. But, If you don’t have any faiths, then it doesn’t matter now does it? (That was to the people that continue to scrutinize ANYONE in the media.)
Stop Playing With Me…
LMFAO best reaction ever!! The look on her face… PRICELESS.
Goldfish Says: Stop playing with me…
got this video from Failblog on youtube ;; I love that account (:
Sex With Teenagers
Why do you do it?
How many people have you done it with?
Are you addicted to it?
Are you able to do it with no strings attached?
Are you unable to do it without strings attached?
Does it make you feel sexy?
Here’s my two cents;
Ladies, why do you do it with someone when in the end you will end up regretting it? Why do you go around having sex with people you aren’t in a relationship with then get hurt when they tell all of their friends that you guys had sex? Why are you so vulnerable and naive? Why do you have sex with 5,000 guys!? Why are you fucking someone who’s real name you don’t know?
In my opinion a young lady should wait to have sex until she isn’t doubting whether or not she should do it. A young lady should not regret giving her body to someone later. Weigh it all out before you let some doucheface gain access to your fortress. Stop acting grown knowing damn well if your parents knew what you were doing you would be in a lot of trouble. If you like sex so much why can’t you find one partner and settle with as a fuck buddy? Why must you go out and screw the world?
Don’t ever fall victim to “if you love me you would–” Cut that fuck face off as soon as he sais that. He doesn’t love you if he has to say that BS.
Guys, I don’t even know so I have nothing to say.
Goldfish Says: Use protection!
this blog isn’t about people having sex with teenagers… if it makes sense.
Chris Brown’s new Graffiti album being “Blackballed”
Retail stores are not stocking Chris Browns newly released album called Graffiti. They are telling fans and customers that the CD is unavailable meanwhile they have them just sitting in the back. Chris Brown RT’d [RETWEETED] a few tweets in which fans said when they went to buy the album, stores managers were saying they didn’t have it or it was sold out but the employees who were fans would sneak and get them for the customer.
I find this pretty disturbing. Why can’t people just GET OVER IT?! When I say IT I’m talking about the Feb, 08 incident between him and Rihanna. It happened, so what? Get over it. It happens all the damn time in the WORLD. Since when did people start giving a fuck about domestic abuse? Hop off of his nuts and go help the women whom are really victims and have no escape. How about that? He’s doing his community service, hes apologized numerous times when technically he doesn’t owe anybody shit.
NOW, for these stores not putting his shit on shelves is really screwed up. Why can’t they be professionals? Technically they are stopping a man from eating and isn’t that against the law? I wish Chris Brown could sue them for it. I would love to hear about outraged Chris Brown fans burning a store down for saying they don’t have his Graffiti album when they have tons of them in the back. It’s not fair to him.
GOLDFISH SAYS: GO fucking buy it and BOYCOTT those stores that say they don’t have it but really do!
Graffiti Album Cover
Video Phone – Beyonce Feat. Lady GaGa behind the scenes . . .
Behind the scenes of Video Phone the music video
I have loved this song when I first heard it on Beyonce’s “I am…Sasha Feirce” album. Now that she has a remix with Lady GaGa in it I love it even more. I love Lady GaGa, I think she is an amazing artist and I enjoy her creativity.
I liked seeing this behind the scenes footage I would’ve never imagined Beyonce and Queen GaGa interacting so coolly and being chilled and laid back. Beyonce is a very humble person and I like that. They got along great. I am looking forward to a Telephone video please!?
The end where Bey was excited to go be with her husband was so cute can I get an AWWWW?!
Anyways Beyonce = PURE SEXYNESS In this video she WORKED it!
and Lady GaGa and the fan = hilarious. Even more funny when her hair was in her face lol.
Anyways;
i’d love to watch both ladies on a video phone ANYDAY! (corny lols)
